A Week Off Before the Big Stress

Currently trying out this new version of Blogger. It's okay I guess. Yes, it looks modern, and it'll take me a while to get used to this theme again. BAH. 

Anyway, this week has been only a little more than uneventful. Yesterday I went with my mother's family to Bukit Tinggi in Pahang for a mini stroll, and it wasn't so bad :D. And the day before that I watched Cars 2. Here's my critique about it if anyone even bothers to read this shit. 

Yes, there's a lot of action and cool gadgets in Cars 2. But I must say, the plot is boring and won't attract any more mature audiences. At first I thought the movie is about friendship between Lighting and Mater, but in the overall it was just the story of how Mater solved a huge case in the Cars World. Like some of my friends say before this movie is out, it sort of resembles Fast and Furious, kids version (That's a terrible idea in my opinion). And the only scenes I find nice is on Lighting's part, and also the scene where Mater wanted to keep his dents (so sweet~~ :love:). God, it's like a much, much, MUCH worse version of Johnny English. Pixar definitely ruined it this time. Where did all the cute friendship and morales of the movies go?!?! I hope the future cartoons won't be as crappy as this one. ;A;

Anyway, 3 years since I entered high school, and my mom still doesn't know what is a mood swing. I missed my daddy's call today, and I nearly cried. Dx!!! But soon I SMSed him sorry and I really missed him. It was really boring at home. 

Not like I stayed home for the past three days actually. Like I said, I went to Pahang on Wenesday, 1 Utama on Tuesday and around Low Yat Plaza on Monday. I forgot where have I been on Sunday and Saturday, but I definitely did not stay home either o______0'''

So yes, I plan to stay home today after that awful incident in Pavillion this morning, and just engross myself in my pile of fiction after I finish with this post. 

Speaking of fiction, I hate it when bookstores put a good series of books in the Highlight Section and when I come back barely two weeks later, it's gone. I don't mean the only the highlight section of course, but the whole bookstore. I tried to find the books I want in Pavillion today, but nooooooo. It's not there. Imma start a wish list later. 

Anyway, I plan to finish some easy homework on Friday or something else boring, since I think mom has work again tomorrow. Then after that day I'll spend the rest of my time being a crazy retard over at Kitty's condo full of Japanese people. 

So after this week ends, I shall finally REALLY study for my own good for the sake of JUECs. No one really cares about PMRs really. Heck, even my cousin from government school doesn't give a shit about it! LOL. I wish I could be as carefree as him now. 

So ciao. :)

PMR Trials

Detailed drawings are the most annoying to ink, because after that you have to rub off all the pencil tracing. I think there are still some left when I took this picture, but to hell with that.

Kitty said this is called a scratch card, but I prefer my own noun 'rainbow scribblies'. I posted this on Facebook once and asked what should I draw in that blank space on the left, and until now I still haven't got a satisfied answer. Some friends I have, lawl. xD

It's been forever since I really colored an A4 piece with color pencils. So far everyone likes it, but I still think I messed up the sun. It looks like it had makeup or something, and that's kinda freaking me out. EWW. But other than that I love how it turned out :)

Dude, it's been a while. These are recent artworks I made in the past month, with the first one being obviously the current one. I already inked that one in, but before I shaded it I already had to photostat the WIP to Kitty so she can just be satisfied and start coloring already (before that she kept asking when am I going to finish this junk). I just finished shading the piece just now, and compared to the blank one, at least it has moar life in it. And yes, it is somehow similar to the concept of my room, but my wall isn't that messy. Yet. 

So yes, PMR trials are here, and this morning's Math exams are as expected, easy as SHIT. Now, if only we could get the teachers to take this instead of the JUEs as our overall marks... (the other one is much harder, I can assure you). Sigh... 

Right now I don't give a shit about studying, I just wanna update everything online that I could get my hands on, this blog included. The trials now aren't that stressing, really...but once JUEC comes, I don't think I'll still be as free as now anymore... free as in mentally free. Oh, the horrors of being fifteen. Dx!!!

Right now, I'm addicted to drawing any OC of mine with scars and upgrades with details, like Miko when she turns 18. Ehehe. That's what you get when you give an artist blank pieces of paper (actually they're supposed to be 草稿 for Maths xP). And I came up with a new story this month based on that third picture. I may post some spoilers, but I dunno, let's just see if I'm in the mood xD~ The story title is Facade, and I'm going to give all the main characters SCARS!!! (that or they'll eventually have one anyway xD). 

Facade is a story based on a simple concept of Heaven and Hell, where the usual rules state. Angels are not allowed to love (favoritism shit), demons would burn under the sun, all that crap. There will be violence and gore, which will be the main theme in here. Of course, there are also gays!!! Nah, not that much, it's like only soft hints and such. But it's mainly gore. Violence only comes second in here. Yeah! My first gore fiction! Woohoo! A new theme to work on! 

If you've seen my last fiction you'd know how much I just SUCK in horror. Besides, I hate it when those scenes in a movie make me jumpy, so not that much horror in Facade. Maybe 10%, but that's it. It's horror that gives me nightmares, not gore. Hahaha, how weird xD

Alright. I think I talked enough shit for anyone out there to stare at for the rest of the week. Peace!

Grandmama's BDay

This time, the grandmother is from my mother's side. Hope that makes one thing clear. 

So yes, we went to Viva Home to celebrate her birthday just now, and at first I thought it was gonna be boring, but turns out it was really fun! At first, of course, I only chatted with my mom, and like every other visit with my cousins, eventually I'd get a few laughs with them. 

It all started after the cake was served. 舅母told me to get the cake for them, and I did. So I got the cake for 舅父 first, and while he took it 舅母 said thank you for him. Then I said "It's for 舅父，not for you." Then she faked a sour face xD! So I took another piece of cake and gave it to her and "made an apology". Then later Seng Wei passed a toothpick to me saying it was a tip for serving the cake. LAWL. XD~!!! 

After finishing the cake, I sat at their table and talked to them. Then somehow it ended up with us taking videos of each other of us taking videos of them, lmao xD~ 


If you ever dined in Gardens, you'd know the swing seats that have to be reserved if you ever want to sit there on your next visit. Well, guess what? Check THIS out. 

Five people, two of them adults, are sitting on the swing, and I was staring at the chains trembling out of stress. My face must have had the words "Oh fuck, don't make us pay the damage" written all over, and what more the youngest cousin is sitting on the handle like a she-Tarzan or some shit. 


All in all, I had fun today. xD!!! Oh well, gotta go now. Signing off.

Hottest Villains EVAR

I think I have a fetish for villains with scars and deformed faces. And those kinds of agents with every inch of their skin covered from head to toe, like Snake Eyes from G.I. Joe, but that's not the point now. Imma talk about VILLAINS in this post!!! 

So,as I was saying, I tend to like villains who are scarred in any way. 

And Darth Vader used to be my numbah one villain until I watched Captain America yesterday afternoon. 

The antagonist of this movie is some handsome Hitler henchman named Johann Schmidt. At first he looked whole and had no scars whatsoever on his face. 

And then, in one scene where he and Steve (aka Capt. America) meet on some bridge, and after getting punched, he peeled off his perfect scarless mask to reveal a red skinned face, with his nose half cut off. 

Then...

MAN, I was all thinking, THIS IS BETTER THAN DARTH VADER!!! I'm sorry Vader, but I've found someone with a moar handsome face among the movies I have watched so far. 

After that I browsed through DeviantArt in search of moar versions of Schmidt. 

Apparently his face was supposed to be a skull. But too late, I still love him like CRAZY. xD!!! 

But so far, I still haven't found a nice picture of him to download. But I have this cute picture of Vader in my folder. He's a sugah-skull! :love: ~

Of course, there are moar of his pictures, but I'm keeping him to myself!!! xD!!! But fine, here's another cute picture of him. And another of my favorite villain, Zuko from ATLA. 

Damn, scars are the BOMB! I don't have a favorite protagonist in particular though, and I only liked Green Lantern because his superpowers are based on...

IMAGINATION!!!

So there. I like guys with badass looks and villains with scars. You got a problem with that then you can just walk away. 

Oops. Forgot the awesome-suit-covered-head-to-toe guys. Snake Eyes is good, but knowing that he's keeping his mouth shut for the rest of his life for the sake of someone DEAD sounds stupid, so yeah. I'll give you good examples!!! There's Darth Vader, there's Schmidt's henchmen, there's that white guy from G.I. Joe (Snake Eye's rival)! I'm even designing that kind of suit right at this very moment now! Hahaz xD~

Well, that's all for now. x3!!! 

OPEN DAY!!!

It seems that this day wasn't as boring as I thought it would be. :D!!!

Okay, so this morning, mom was the one to fetch me to school. At first we wanted to go to the McDonald's just outside my neighborhood, but the road was blocked. So we tried driving a few rounds around my school finding something to eat, and we ended up at a different branch of McDonald in Taman Connaught. ==''' Then I got to school at 7.10. 

After watching 4,5,6 preparing stuff for the day we went down to the 看台 to kill time, aka draw, read, listen to music. On our way there, we saw a MINI MAZE!!! At first I thought it was a bouncing castle, but a mini maze is just as fine xD. 

So after the queue got a little shorter, we went for it. Then a senior tried to scare us by slapping a hand from the opposite wall. Kitty only slapped it back like some hi-5, then we both ran away laughing. 

At first before that I thought of a taking a helium balloon into the maze. After hearing people screaming, Kitty and I joked that when we got scared, the helium balloon would suddenly jerk violently and swing around the maze, like some fake animation, LMFAO!!! XDXDXD

After getting out of there, we gave another round in 4,5,6. Things were starting to get into place, and there were a hell lot of bookmarks in Cartoonist Club! xD I even saw mine, which looks weird now that I saw it again. You do NOT draw muscles by giving it one single line a third of the width of the arm. =A= I need to improve...

Later we just wandered around aimlessly with Kitty playing games and me taking pointless photos. After that we decided to kill the last hour by watching the mini concert in the school hall. It was pretty good, actually. :D Go teenagers!!! 

Yeah, that's it. =3=

At first I thought it was pointless attendance.

Today is the Eve of Open Day. Last night, my friends said we don't need to bring any books of any sort, just ourselves. Apparently we just go there to kill time (for those who have no jobs whatsoever in decorating the school or watching over stalls on Open Day, which includes me). Kitty and I were wandering around aimlessly trying to pass time. 

First, we went to the library, but apparently it was closed for the day. So we stayed on the Other Side of the library watching the Cadets march. They looked really cool, until the part where they have to go into single file horizontally. When they had to narrow the gap between themselves, they were lightly stomping on the ground and that reminded me of penguins. Min Xian named the one shouting orders the Sergeant. So yes, from now on we will refer to the Cadets of our school as the Penguins (lol, I could see a mascot in my head already xD). 

Then, after we got bored, we tried the playground, but apparently high school students aren't allowed in there. So we just stayed by the kindergarten building and kept reading and drawing. The Penguins look even moar awkward from that angle, Kitty said xP xD. 

After getting bored there again, we went to the Double D to get a form filled about bringing our camera to school for some KCN stuff. Then we tried to find the teachers that represent our group. In the end we stayed in Jr3A because A. Air conditioner and B. Emily's playing guitar, so there's music for entertainment. 

After staying in there for a while we continued on our adventure to find the teachers. Not so surprisingly they're in the classroom for English Society, and after that we went back to Jr3A. Haha, makes me feel that Kitty and I don't really have a social status in school (except for being the awesome writers we are from KCN!!! xD). 

I slept on the holy grounds of Jr3A for about an hour, while Kitty just draws and talked to Peanut and Neon. At least that was what I heard when I was half-conscious. She also went to Double D to get the form complete.

I ended up drooling a small part of my bag (I used that as a pillow). The floor was surprisingly comfy compared to sitting on a chair and lying on the table. While I was sleeping I was spread out like some kid, lawl.

Then I started to sing with Emily and her Guitar Gang. It's been a while since I sang like crazy and even screamed on the chorus part of Marry You by Bruno Mars. We also sang quite a number of Taylor Swift songs and Bring Me Some Sunshine from 3 Idiots. It was fun. We were even stuck on on of her songs Mean, and I forgot how to sing the pre-chorus, and Emily just kept strumming on. So I just said "Oh well," just before the chorus, and started to sing just in time and tune with the guitar. That got us laughing, LMFAO xDxDxD!!! 

Man, I had a great time with her and Zee (aka Zhuan Yuan) with their guitars. In some way singing out loud is a stress relief. :)

Oh, and a bunch of guys were at the front trying to dance with the music, but suddenly Emily, Zee and I were screaming the chorus part of Marry You, and they can't hear their own music because it was from someone's E-Dic (DON'T take this the wrong way, I meant E-Dictionary. I'm just lazy to type out too much in the near future). Lawl, and some of their dance moves are kinda awkward and funny too... But still, hope you improve very soon, Jr3A guys! xD

Well, after singing (and also after school ended, FINALLY) I have this mini Aftermath. I sang Marry You aloud for a while while making my way slowly towards B gate, and slowly I started to sway and get tired. Lawl, it's like I got drunk from singing or something. xD~ Then I had a nap in the van. Damn, I was so tired, hahaz. 

Then I slept in mah room for three hours straight on a proper bed. 

Ah, good times. Now this is a high school memory. :)

All for nothing

I'm warning you right now. This post contains drama and vulgar language. Don't read if you don't like. 

Whenever I see those pathetic girls in dramas running to cry in toilet cubicles, I thought it really funny. I mean, it's really smelly in there. And dirty. Don't they see that?

Well, after experiencing that myself I knew how they feel. 

Apparently toilet cubicles give you the privacy you need, and you are so preoccupied with your sad, sad thoughts your nose doesn't really feel a thing, and your eyes are such a blur-blur and you don't care a shit if it's dirty and pathetic, as long as no one saw you. 

I thought I could let this slip unnoticed, but apparently my eyes go easily red once I shed only a few tears. Now that's something new. 

Anyway, Charmaine stood me up on our sleepover again.

This was supposed to be a replacement of last sleepover in a way, and we had plans. And it was organized like, what, a month ago? And suddenly Talent Time comes up. That fucking shit ruined everything. I swear, this is like typical drama or something. A major event destroys a relationship. Saomozenth fucking curses you to the depths of hell and let the Takers rip the organs out of you! I really want to punch her in the face when she didn't take me seriously at first. 

That takes me back to Standard 6, when we had our first fight. We hit each other in the head a little too violently and recklessly, and for the rest of the week I spent my time in the library helping a friend out in rearranging the books. 

Which also takes me to the time that I saw CD in the library watching me do that. I just smiled back at him or something. I didn't start liking him back then. Only thought he was attractive, no moar. o3o. 

Okay, that's it, g'nite. :D

"He is a great person. 

Once could be a fluke

Twice could be out of luck

But winning first place for three times

Shows that he has true talent."

From some yaoi manga

Well, just got back from Essay Competition. The title was so cliche, I tell you. Although we have been divided into different categories by age, the title was still similar. You have to write something unforgettable. And for us seniors (Jr3 included actually) the title says the day has changed your life. I wrote about myself being found by some foreign editor to be an author. But like last year, I wrote it simply. And I don't think I'll still get first prize this year. Yes, partly because I don't have the confidence, but also the fact that I didn't really give my all in there. Ahaha, xP I think it'll be one of my friends that will take my place this time round x3. 

Now I have some moar ideas in my head. I swear to Saomozenth, I don't think my imagination would end anytime as long as I live as Nini Chislette. But not like I don't like it x3 ~ 

Anyway, about the ideas thing. I wanted to draw a lot of stuff. And write a lot of stuff. 

1. Draw

• Chains
• Roses
• Expressions (mostly on the negative part)
• OC Upgrades

2. Write

• Articles for KCN (shit...)
• Candy Scenes for Halovillea
• Naruto Fan Fiction
• What I dream of my college life (summary in previous post)

That's a lot on my account. Oh well. Now I have to continue drawing the chains. Michelie was lazy to continue her piece because she doesn't really like her own way of drawing chains, so I volunteered to draw them for her. Sounds like a collab, ain't it? xD CIAO

Time Capsule - Dreams

I'm not quite sure that everyone has dreams. At least, not a proper one. I bet girls would dream of getting married to celebrities, while the guys would dream of becoming that said celebrity. ==''' Well, here's the life I currently desire. 

I'd major in arts against my parent's will, and I, uh, stole the money from them just so I could migrate and stuff. Maybe I'd minor in psychology, who knows. My roommates would be awesome people! One would be a freshman who's simply obsessed in making sculptures, a junior that sings 24/7 and a senior who likes asking weird stuff. I need to have some weird people in my life to get inspiration. 

My gang would consist of three people as usual, myself included. The other two would resemble Kitty and Charmaine (because it's quite unlikely I'd follow them to the same college for the sake of friendship, I'm just that kind of person I guess). Kitty-clone would major in literature and minor in cooking and arts. Charmaine-clone would major in, uh...I think she would go to the athletic department or something. But she still manages to find the time to have some retarded fun with us. There would be more variety of friends, of course. But I didn't delve deeper into that part. Yet. 

Of course, we can't miss the teachers. I imagine the arts professor to be some boring middle-aged man who keeps complaining about his wife and children in the professor's lounge, and Kitty-clone and I would be the ones that would keep bothering him every day whenever we could find the time. The arts professor could be a clone of 李梁汉 (even though he never taught my class, but I hear he's an awesome arts teacher, but in the perspective of everyone else he's some sort of a pervert, which I think it's a misunderstanding). Let's call him Mr. Jay (that's originally my OC's name in high school-themed stories, but whatever). Mr. Jay is European, and I usually play accents with him. Ahaha. Hey, maybe I could minor in this accent-thingie too. And astronomy (lawl, so much I want to do in my already full life). 

And then there's the weekend parties. I never fail to imagine myself getting all happy-drunk with my class of friends, then we'd stagger back to the dorms and have the professors giving us a good scold. Little did those professors realize that Mr. Jay was among us as well. Lucky we hid him well. xD~

In the summer holidays, I would either spend some money on some bullshit of traveling solo or in pairs (or my trio together xD!!!) or follow my senior to his countryside barn and help out some chores. I'd even steal a ride on his horse when he's not looking. Haha, free horse-riding in free eco-tourism. Otherwise I would tag along with some other friend to his / her house and find out his / her deep, dark past sooner or later, like all those scenes in drama series. 

Oh, and I almost forgot! One summer holiday, I went back to Malaysia to attend the Bersih 3.0. I would be part of the mob that chased the bomba away (again xD because I really wanna do that) and nearly got arrested for wearing as yellow as one of MC Hammer's suits in his MV 'You Can't Touch This'. Nuh-uh, nuh-uh!!! Damn, I really wish this all came true!!! xD!!!

Oh, and when I grow up, maybe I'll be like any other typical author. I NEVER stepped half a foot out of my rich condo, and I have a Husky which keeps begging me to go outdoors, to which sometimes I oblige. Sometimes. I'll ride an awesome motorbike, and will curse in my peculiar accent when there's a long traffic jam that even I can't get through. 

IF I ever get married, it's most likely to be that weird senior that that badass looks and by then who also writes like me. We'd both have the same manager that really gets pissed off whenever we passed our deadlines, but also never fails to amuse us. We both suspected together that he's gay. We found him a lover too in the end too. Lawl. 

IF I ever have kids, four is my limit, with a pair of them as twins. It'd be interesting for them to have split personalities. Yes, I do mean clones of my OCs, Ethan, Hero, Dawson and Mirage. They're recently upgraded to suit the Four Temperaments, which is something psychological, but the modern psychology strongly discourages this theory :p...well, I don't care, it's already done.

Anyway, back to the story. Yeah, I'll name my 'partner' Vinceton, because I like the name. It's a made-up name, so it's bullshit to have destiny send a real Vinceton my way. Alright, I'm done. 

I'll come back in a year or two to see if my dreams still remain the same. Someone remind me when that time comes :) 

NINI