Worst. Birthday. Week. EVAR.

I'm finally baaaaaack~!!! No, I'm not dead. Yes, I haven't submitted any stories. Yes, I'm being a lazy ass. And yes, my birthday is on 28th of June, in case no one noticed. But this has to be my worst birthday week EVER!!! Let me list out the events that happened on each day, and then I'll leave you guys to judge after you read this. 

 

June 27, Monday, Yihong's birthday

Alright, exams are over! Back to school. But what the FUCK?! No As for my maths?!?! I am soooooo pissed. And what more, the other exam sheets I received are all...disappointments. I am starting to regret, which is something I promised myself I'm not supposed to do. Well, I just broke it. 

 

June 28, Tuesday, MY birthday

More exam sheets, MOAR disappointments. This day is not getting any better, not even for MY sake. At least I received gifts as well :) ~ But still. At least tomorrow I have Arts...right?

 

June 29, Wednesday, Koe Yueh's Birthday 

WRONG! The teacher was absent. So much for last-minute touches on my dinosaur drawing. Jeez. Then in the KCN meeting the editor said we won't be planning for the next issue until next year. So much for the excitement. By the way, Yueh is a friend of mine, we haven't seen each other in 2 years already x3. Happy birthday!

 

June 30, Thursday, Seng Ken's Birthday

Man, I can't believe I forgot about this brat's birthday. He's my second favorite cousin next to Ivan :D. But anyway, some of the teachers are still trying to explain difficult problems from the exam sheets, while some had already started teaching because our JUEC trials are on August. Gosh, ain't that exciting? (Sarcasm noted). Some people still wished me happy belated birthdays. Thanks to those guys. It's the only thing that made me smile for the last three days. 

 

1st July, Friday, some senior's Birthday that I never talk to anymore

It somehow feels more like a Saturday, really. Even some of my friends thought so. Because Fridays are supposed to be days that we feel relieved, and none of us felt relieved at all. I think I'm starting to hate Fridays as well. 

 

2nd July, Saturday, Dana's Birthday

 

As everyone in school predicted, this Saturday is boring and the opposite of eventful. The only scene that I was close to laughing is me and Kitty insulting about Hatsune Miku (from Vocaloid) in front of our friend here Peng Siong, who worships this computer program like she's God or something. Ahaha. 

Worst. Birthday Week. Evar. 

 

So anyway, I'm starting to read fiction again, which feels great. So I'll be delaying a lot of stuff on the internet for the next four months, because July's for studying, August is for trials, September is for MOAR studying, and October is when the JUEC COMES. So yeah. 

 

Hope my high school life doesn't get worse from here!

Friends > Love

There were times 

That I know

I could never

Reach you

But that's when I

Have to stop

Looking at 

You

And 

Around me instead

I have friends

That I know

Will never hurt me

That know me best

Know how to 

Comfort me

Make me 

Smile again

Laugh again

Play again

Bring me into 

Bliss

Happiness

Euphoria

That seems eternal

I know

They love me

More than 

You can possibly do

Friends

Can take a

Lover's place

They 

Know me 

Longer

Better 

Than you do

And

When things

Got worse

Eventually we'd

Still patch things up

And be together again

Yes

I lived in fear

And love of you

But I still have them

I Don't Need An Eternal Partner 

To Get Through High School

Because

I Have Something Much Better. 

:)

For Him

And every friend 

That had always 

Been there for me

Blackout, End of Exams and the Grassfield.

Last night was really irritating. I was watching an MV of I Need A Doctor (by Dr. Dre, Eminem and Skylar Grey) when suddenly, POOF! The lights went out. I was staring at my computer in the dark for quite a while before my mind started to function and think...

Shit. Is everything auto-saved?

So I went upstairs while trying to find my phone. Phone, phone, phone. Then I tried to find my torchlight, because hand-phones are not meant to enlighten my current situation, literally. The only torchlight I remember owning is one that I got back when I was six or seven. Or eight. And it had PowerPuff Girls print on it. I waved it around for a while, but later realized the bulb was blinking, and my mind was like, this is bad, this is bad, I'm gonna end up in one of them horror movies, this is baaaaad. So I went to find my box of glowsticks and sat by the entrance of my bedroom wondering which color to use. In the end I used classic green, and invaded my parent's room. Can you believe my daddy actually wanted to shower in the dark? He did. =A= xD lawl~ And I was in a corner of their room folding moar paper shuriken. Then I went back into my room and fooled around with my glowstick xD. I feel like Fish from Chicken Little x3~ 

Aurora! :D

The lights came back an hour later. But I kept playing xD

Oh, and by the way, today is the LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!! Man, I feel awesome xD. The only thing I'm sad about is that I didn't get to any hangout. =A= Cries~ During KH I had to keep reminding myself to take my time to answer the damned questions, but in the end I still got half an hour left =3=. So what else? I drew. Ended up being a pretty good drawing xD~

Man, I gotta start creating some stuff soon; either through writing or drawing or making. I don't care, I need to get mah spark back!!! Maybe I'll post a oneshot or something before Chapter 2 of Abilities is out. Give me a week. :)

Oh, and every rest time between exams for the last week, Kitty, Beatrice and I usually fool around in the grass field failing to STUDAY. xD!!! Sometimes Alison and Karmen would join in too, if they're also out early :D!!! Here are things I remembered we did on the memorable grass field...

• Watched a cat dig a hole and pooped in it. Taught us a lesson of NEVER stepping foot on the sand part of the grass field again. 
• Beatrice tries to find mimosa while Kitty stomps on them before she could get to them. 
• Being racists about blackbirds invading our grass field. 
• Run around, dance around and play around in "Australia" (It was only another smaller sand part). I owned Sydney. XD PWNED
• We claimed the biggest pile of sand "Russia" with "mine bombs" (that idea was from Kitty, because of the cat poop xD). Then two Jr1s came and "invaded" Russia, alien style (they drew circlies in them!!! =A=)
• Oops, forgot to mention what we danced. Includes Caramelldansen and Nyan Cat!!! 
• We found a stick next to the construction site. Used that to draw, swing it around and pretended it was a tower in Australia and invaded it ourselves. 
• Had a mini picnic, since the teachers thought we were doing that.
• Had everyone from the C block staring at us. We hazz FANS!!!!

And much, MUCH moar that I can't remember anymore. Man, those times are AWESOME. I wish we could do that AGAIN. Too bad Charmaine missed out on everything :P~ Oh well. There's always next semester. 

People who saw us do all this crazy shit: Jiayin, Kyle Ng, Wong Kai En, the two Chickens, the pregnant Cat that pooped, some of the Jr3B, and possibly moar xD

Peace. :)

Someone to Encourage, Someone to Discipline

You need someone to discipline

So you could learn right from wrong

You need someone to encourage

So you could learn to be strong

You need someone to discipline

So you could learn regret

You need someone to encourage

So you could cherish what you get

You need someone to discipline

They could someday be your phobia

You need someone to encourage

Even if that moment is euphoria

You need someone to discipline

Their lies are pressuring

You need someone to encourage

Their lies are discomforting

You need someone to discipline

They plan your definite future

You need someone to encourage

They teach you to be mature

You need someone to discipline

They say it’s good for you

You need someone to encourage

They ask what’s good for you

You need someone to discipline

To be the top of the pure-bred

You need someone to encourage

To make sure you’re well-fed

You need someone to discipline

Only they teach you how to gain

You need someone to encourage

Only they teach you to be sane

You need someone to discipline

But it’s funny, and it’s lame

You need someone to encourage

These two people could be the same. 

For my favorite cousin, Ivan

Seaside Serenity

Take a picture.

Relax.

Take a walk.

With your family.

By the shore.

With your kin.

Search for crabs.

Enjoy the peace.

Smile.

Be content.

Because it's a view to remember.